Wednesday 02/29/12

Wednesday February 29, 2012
February 29, 2012 10:22pm

Up at 6am, took a shower, dresses, did my hair and makeup just because I wanted to. All meds taken and 1 protein shake drank. Started work at 645 with music playing. 1045am just had a chocolate coconut protein bar and still working on my 1st glass of water. Its noon and lunch time. Started on my 2nd glass of water. I think Im going to read some. Not really hungry right now. Its a dreary day. Ive got the window open a little to let some fresh air in. So sleepy right now but Ive too much work to do to take a nap. 215pm just had a peanut fudge granola protein bar and fixing to start on my 3rd glass of water. Its almost 1030pm. I am about done reading the last book of Cirque Du Freak then I will be going to sleep. I had 2 slices of pizza for dinner and I am on my 5th glass of water. Goodnight all, talk to you tomorrow
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02/29/12

My new hair

Tuesday February 28, 2012

Tuesday February 28, 2012
February 28, 2012 9:43pm

Got up at 445am to begin working at 5am. Started on my 1st glass of water. Cali got here at 6am. I had to take DH to work today so I could keep the car to go to get my hair done. So now Im back at 745am ready to work. Also just had a peanut fudge granola protein bar. So at 8am I had to clock out again to take S2 to school because his truck is messed up. So I stopped by Starbucks and got a extra coffee caramel frappacinio and banana walnut bread. When I got home I decided to go ahead and take a shower. Now to try this work thing again. On the way to get my hair done I stopped at Sonic and had a grilled chicken sandwich. Now back at home waiting to pick up DH from work. So I took a nap while I was waiting to go pick up DH from work. Its 430 and I just had a chocolate coconut protein bar. Still working on the 1st glass of water and just started working again. Its 7pm and Im off work, had a piece of steak for dinner, working on my 2nd glass of water. Now resting watching TV. I just ate a whole row of thin mints! Its after 9 and I need to go to sleep. Wish it was easier for me to fall asleep. I took my meds about an hour ago and still not sleepy enough to close my eyes. Well goodnight and Ill talk to you tomorrow
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My Journal Entry

Monday 02/27/12
February 27, 2012 11:12am

9am - peanut fudge granola protein bar. All vitamins taken. 11am - Work computer keeps kicking me off and I am getting frustrated. I keep thinking about what Im going to eat next. I can feel my tummy growling. I havent even finished my first glass of water yet. 11:30 - finished my 1st glass of water. Going to make me a protein shake. Hopefully that will get rid of the hungry feeling. 2:30pm started on my 2nd glass of water and 3 pieces of cheese. 4:30 Chocolate Coconut Bar and still working on my 2nd glass of water. I thought I was going to take a half day off from work because its so nice out but that didnt work out but thats ok because I have a couple of appointments this week. I go get my hair done tomorrow. About time to, the roots are really showing. Its 6:30pm Im off, taken a shower and working on my 3rd glass of water. DH showed me something on facebook that has me a little upset. Just saw a picture of my 17yr old niece and she is pregnant. I want to be really upset about it in fact I feel it boiling underneath however I am trying to remember that it doent affect me. It does sadden me though. Well now Im going to sit back and read my book. Ok so its 8:15 and I have had dinner which was blackened fish and finished book 10 of Cirque Du Freak. I think I may start on book 11. However I am getting tired so Im not sure just yet. So its 9pm and Im still up because I have to go pick up S2 from work at 10pm. I am feeling very irrated right now and I think its from the fact that I have to pick him up. Oh yeah I also have had at least 10 girl scout cookies. All I want to do is take my meds and go to sleep! 10:15pm S2 has been picked up and meds taken now to sleep. Goodnight and talk to you tomorrow
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Just had a protein bar..piece of crab meat and a cheese snack
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Sunday February 26, 2012

Today is Sunday February 26, 2012 and I weighed in at 168lbs

Here goes my food

Chips, Salsa, Sour Cream and beans, sweet tea
Tall Marble Mocha Macchiato and vanilla cupcake
Grilled chicken breast and biscuit
6 thin mints

at least 3 glasses of water

Slept most of the day, got up took a shower and actually got dressed. Since I work from home I usually just take a shower and put on some homie clothes. But today I put on my favorite T-shirt and blue jeans. I was going to get the car cleaned and oil changed but didn't make it that far. Met up with DH and S1 at Cozumels and ate lunch. Then me and DH were going to wash the car but the place we were going to was closed, weird since it was such a nice day today. So that threw me off so we went to Barnes and Noble and had our coffee and I looked at some tattoo magazines. After that went to Old Navy to look around but didn't see anything worth getting. Headed to Target after that, then home. Nice day, Nice night.

Well goodnight and talk to you tomorrow!

Friday February 24, 2012

Today is Friday February 24, 2012     I didn't weigh in today

I will just list out what I remember eating today

3 protein bars
1 can of ravioli
small steak
peas
1/2 fudge cycle (Jayden was done with it)
piece of cheese
crab meat

I think that's all

Took all of my vitamins

Uneventful day. Worked 9 hours and have been watching Jurassic Park with Jayden

Good Night, Talk to you tomorrow

Thursday February 22, 2012

Today is Thursday February 22, 2012, I didn't weigh today

Breakfast - 2 scrambled eggs, sipping on a protein shake
Lunch - Chicken Noodle Soup
Snacks - 2 yogurts, energy bar, 4 chocolate chip cookies
Dinner - half a cheese burger with a pickle...ok so I had the whole thing

Water - 4

Ok so it's 8:25am, I started work at 6:30am and I already feel stressed out. So I am helping another department at work because they are in a backlog. And I have been helping them for several months. Now this is a department that I have never worked in so everything and I mean everything is new to me. So each time they ask me to do something different it's new to me so I have to ask questions. Ok so first, they tell me to follow my instructions... hmmm well I am not that stupid that I don't know how to follow my instructions, my problem is that I am new to this and I don't understand what I am looking at. So instead of explaining it is what I am looking at they just say do this. That just pisses me off because that is not helping me learn. They are rude and very unprofessional which makes me so very happy that I work in the department that I work in. Our Company is having a hard time getting contracts and all we need are people who don't care about their job. I love mine and would love to keep it and get more contracts but with people like this I can see why we keep losing them. Well time to stop venting and take some meds!!!

Ok, I had my lunch of chicken noodle soup and I am still hungry. I really want something sweet but there is nothing in the house and no money to go get anything. I am still in a bad mood even though I took my meds. I just feel mad. I keep calling and texting DH because he should be going on his lunch soon and cashing his check but he is not answering me back. I have a feeling he won't until after he gets off lunch or off work. Nothing I can do about that!

Well he did call me back and couldn't come home but that's ok because I was still in a pissy mood. Even once he got home from work I was still in a pissy mood. However since I got off work... a lot better mood.

I decided to go get Jayden. Poor thing got his shots today and is not feeling well at all. But I missed him from not seeing him last weekend. Hopefully once he rests he will fill better in the morning.

It's time for me to get some sleep! Good Night and talk to you tomorrow.

Wednesday February 22, 2012

Today is Wednesday February 22, 2012 and I weighed in at 169lbs

Breakfast - 3 bites of peanut butter, 3 crab legs
Snack - Protein Shake
Lunch - 2 scrambled eggs
Snack - on and off all day peanut butter, a slice of banana nut bread and a yogurt

All vitamins have been taken

Water - 3

Woke up tired as usual, took a 5hr energy shot. Work, work, work. Cali came over at lunch time while Ray has gone to work. She is her usual happy chatty self. She put make up on me and did my hair, she watched (sort of) 3 of the Twilight movies while I worked

It's 11am and the anxiety is kicking in. I don't want to eat but would like to scream. I am not sure what kicked it in but I hate feeling like this. I took my meds for it and I hope it starts working soon.

Had to take some meds for my anxiety at 5pm.

So worked 10:45 today and still had to ask S1 to take out the trash and recycling and ask DH to help me do the dishes. Then he was getting frustrated with me because I kept asking him to clean something for example another part of the counter. He said well I was going to start cooking you some chicken but I guess I clean first. I know that's sweet and all but I just really wanted the stuff done right then. I was tired of looking at it. Just because I work from home doesn't mean I can do all of the house work. And I hate asking people that live in this house to do something. Oh well just my brain working overtime!

Got to read more of my book Cirque Du Freak book 9 for a few hours. Now watching Criminal Minds to get sleepy enough to doze of.

Good Night All, Talk to you tomorrow!

Tuesday February 21, 2012

Today is Tuesday February 21, 2012 and I weighed in at 169lbs
Breakfast - Atkins Protein Bar
Lunch - 2 pieces of crab meat, cheese snack and a slice of banana nut bread
Dinner - 1 piece of pork loin, 2 tbsp of corn, 2 tbsp of green beans
Snacks - Protein Bar, Cheese Snack, peanut butter (all after dinner)
Took all of my vitamins and meds

At 7pm started on my 3rd glass of water

Got to sleep in this morning and woke up at 8:30 to a voice in my dreams telling me I needed to go to sleep. Weird but it woke me up. I spent the day working and listening to Sylvia Browne. I wasn't so stressed today even though today was the 1st day of my period.

Read some of Cirque Du Freak book 8 while I was on lunch.

Received an email from S2 teacher saying that he wasn't doing too well and was talking during class so I had to have S2 come home so we could talk to him about it. The conversation went well. He understood our side and we understood his side.

Nephew called while we were having our conversation with S2 and asked if he could come back to live with us. I was a little rude but apologized for it and let him know it was fine.

So after dinner I finished Cirque Du Freak book 8, also finished my 3rd glass of water. I need to work on that.

Ok I did find myself getting edgy after work. DH wanted... well you know.. and I just didn't and wasn't into it. It really bugged me that he couldn't see that in my reaction but I guess I played it off so that he didn't notice. I have been snapping at all that talk to me since then.

Well it's 10pm, I will need to get to sleep soon in order to get up for work in the morning.

Good Night world!